UNHEARD


I hate to be unheard of when I want you to hear me the most
This may delight you but not me at least
I am all raged while you smile wondering the way I could be
I really hate it when you make me wait you.

Obsessed

I am obsessed to your smile, but shy
or have i chosen the wrong guy?
Should i believe the way you behave
Or you are just making my way to the rehab...

For You Only


How much he is missed let he be told
Day and night I am in your love like Cold
The words expressing my feelings
The lines which you will be reading

Forever a prayer for you my other part
Best wishes all the time from my Heart
The bonding we have will remain for ages
The sky full of love,and the sea reflecting our images.

Today I am acquainted of the reason
Why your smile costs a million
The celebration meets you, nevertheless
The picture in my heart still looks ageless.

The Shocker Man

And there was this guy who was upset with life
He declared himself he was a confirming thrive
It was a weary day when he asked me
What a doubt-in-mind he could be.

He tried to fly high, without wings though
And I feared he may fall with no clunk show.
He tried to stand in the first row
Undesirably with no embrace to height and vow.

Too an ethnic he confirms his mortality
What I see is a captured Him in a frame
A question which will always remain
What a shocker he is in his individuality!

Do I understand you?


I hummed the song you like most
You dressed in the color I fancy most
We used to like the same music
What has been with us being so rustic?

We belonged to each other
We shared thoughts good or bad whatever
Times do vary, and bring changes
What I was yesterday and today has been different phases

Speaking of real affection
A chemistry of defection
An equation which was never balanced
And we stand here today like a variety enhanced.

So immune I have never been
A different new me I have never seen
Change which is brought in me
It’s all for your good my sweet Bee

Poles apart and no rhymes
Makes clear a picture with no shine
Do I understand you?
Oh yes! I think I do…

When I was a kid


When I was a kid I wanted to be a doctor
See what I am about to become but a lawyer
I started with biology dealing with anatomy
But now I am a case which understands only methodology.

The Constitution gives us rights
Which makes an inside me a stronger plight
Debris with a tight buckle
A free life but with shackle
Article 21 gives us the right to life
Which I always want it to be naïve.

And the latest news I heard of myself
I am a fresh duper in this shelf
In the building of a life
Amid the plunge of a deep dive.

I wanna be a billionaire


I wanna be a billionaire
I wish to be a damn care!

I can freak out with many rags
Since I could be the next Bill Gates

Angelina will do with the dyes
Brad Pitt will shoo away the cries.

You will see me shine that day
All who read this today.

I will buy accessories
I will fry dignitaries.

I will gift you an island
And we will be in the wonderland.

Oh yes I can be a billionaire
I can be a damn care.

Who are you?

I can’t hear though you speak close by me
I no longer see you as a friend whom I used to think you could be
Hey you are still little; you are still juvenile
So everyone supposes you to be in your confine.

Your mama told you to be dutiful
Your papa told you to be watchful
What has happened to you???
You are a question to yourself as ‘Who’.

I am the one who has seen you change
I am not the one who wants to find the maze
For I am also confused what you do
For I am the casualty in our zoo.

A lil chirp

I wanted a pencil
I wished for a paper
To draw what a wrapper
I can be with the deal.

Overnight I kept a watch
Shun my sleep
But oh lovely morning
You brought me Hope.

I hear sweet birdsong
Charming day is ahead
So lovely is your vox
May I embrace you lil chirp
And hold on your agility in bosom?

I am afraid to shun my eyes
I am willful to impede your byes
I will be distressed to see you go
I will be happy to keep you so
Because your pleasing aureole is an oddity…

A jughead

Sometimes I forget you
But most of the times I miss you
Missing you is not a habit
Forgetting you is not my mistake.

Where it hoped far ago
Detest surfaces intruding hope.
No more the bell rings
No more the heart throbs.

I thought we were in a circle
We will never be lost.
But you wake me up from my dream
And you showed the crossway.

How wonderfully I receive your salutation!
Criticizing and beseeching alongside
You repeat I am the wrong
And plead to come back.

I never block out your shed
I must be a jughead
I wanna forgive you
But I don’t wanna be with you.

That day, and today


It’s a day I’ll never wanna forget
You caught my sight, you sought my companion
Look how firmly I am close to you now
Where I felt I’ll be messed up.

My adored, I was wrong and you were right.
You are the one who has brought this worthy change
I swear I’ll treasure this moment forever
I promise I’ll never let you go from my life.

Your love proved its value where I was in dilemma
A life with you by my side is all I wish for
Can’t wait to see you, Can’t wait to meet you
I can’t wait to be with you.

You are the one I dream
You are the one I imagine
You are the one I wanna walk down the aisle
You and I as one life look so complete.

It’s a day I’ll never wanna forget
You caught my sight, you sought my companion
Look how firmly I am close to you now
Where I felt I’ll be messed up.

You are also missed

I feel I’m missed
Your thoughts visit me
Your warm hug embraces me
Are you calling me?
Are you longing me?

Days have passed
Nights have lapsed
You make me pine
You make me whine
You are also missed

Daybreak reminds me of your adherence
Twilight mirrors me of your absence
Are you throbbed by my mock?
Are you at bay hurt by my dismay?
My pleasant distant friend
You are also missed.

Labyrinth

The street crisscrossed by 3
You were in the rendezvous
Matter was of no blithe
Emphasized was the “ion of life”.

Attracting your sharp eyes
Seemingly inviting your explores,
You gaze the second lane for a while
An alert stride is a wise move you thought
And hurried the first step in that freeway.

The echo of each footstep sounded so distinct
It announced loud and clear
It shouldn’t be taken
It shouldn’t be woken
It had no empathy
It was entangled
It was cursed.
But wishing to fondle it
Feeling glad spotting it
You fictitiously hold yourself
Allowing to trick your own senses
Pacifying, it could not be real

Curiously embracing it is you
Toying around with it is you
Painting the lane red is you
All it could snatch is known to you
All it could fetch is labyrinth for you.

Modern slavery

That man told me, “This is where we all live”.
A contemporary place where we sleep
Slaves of modernity, we are all slaves.

Human servitude, a paid serfdom
But a holocaust of inmost soul
Its techniques and tactics robotic
Pity mortals give in and marvel
Forced by the sweep of green odyssey.

A market where whatsoever be
Is bargained and bartered infinite;
Core appreciation is at lost.
Social sway feeds its panorama
Weighing the intellect and price tag.

Trip to modernity is a truce
For some in vague attitude trying;
Trying to pose and declaring to
Stand tall and hang around taciturn
And pretending to tread cautiously.

Revival of a new slave dynasty
Never should it be forgotten loyals
Anyone is Qutubuddin Aybak.

When reality meets herself


Yes, it’s been long since I wrote the last verse
I open those pages again and went through them
Stirring up in my mind since then
Wandering where to start or where to stop.

It flowed, and then it stopped
Words seem to have ceased to continue
A clouded mind in me tries to find its answer.
I gave a thinking
Is this a halt or a lingering dismay for life?

I closed my eyes trying to find the truth
But it’s the domain of darkness that I realize
Day seems a loathsome doom
Missing the beat of delight.

You see things you don’t want to see
You discover things which u never want to discover
You unconsciously involve with affections where you should detest.

I try in such a hapless situation to shun
But reality is a sore sight.
With a sight of such darkness
Eyelids couldn’t help but to shed.

Naming it love

I ‘m thinking
Very hardly I get words
Less is the effort I could give now
My mind all swirled.

Questions come over “why is it so?”
Hours of thought seem wastage
Since finding an answer is all clueless
Thereupon some fleeting images sprang up in my mind’s eyes
“Whom do I see?”
There is a man
All dressed in green and black robe.
He was coming out from a bush
With all his angelic smile
Wishing me happy happiness.
I was standing looking at him at his mesmerizing moves.

A moment came when he was standing so close to me
He held my face and said some heart touched words
Then he kissed me and I was in the seventh heaven oblivious of the world.
My eyes shut tightly closed
The ‘word’ is Love
My heart gave herself a thud
I unclosed my eyes
I saw him growing more handsome
He was showering his angelic smile
I was in love
I see nothing but him.

He went away
I was left alone.
His voice greets me every moment,
Though distance parts us again.
His love touches me every time
My heart goes straight to him
I’m without words ever since then
His thought is all over me
This is only ‘love’.

Butterfly impact

Today I saw a butterfly
A blue and yellow spotted butterfly
It flew from one flower to another
Making its move a wonder.

It seemed like it said something to that dahlia
And took a turn to see the budding magnolia.
Was it sending message to and fro?
Or was it the brand of its status quo?

The butterfly impact made the flowering desert enchanted
And flashed its beauty being appreciated
Which made the spectators welcome the sight
Changing the worldly grief into a plain feeling
At least allowing some of them to bring a healing
In that moment of delight.

Siroy lily


I have seen no Siroy Lily
But only a picture of it.
Yet it is no less a beauty,
As had been styled to ‘Daffodils‘by Wordsworth.

Words seem limited to bring thou to reality
For thou art in real
Nothing in reciting could do the honest justice;
Justice to bring forth thy beauty of bliss in solitude
Thou throne at the highest peak of heaven.
Your playground the gleeful Dzuko valley
Is elocution of beauty.

If a captured beauty is so a wonder
What if it be seen by this blunderer’s embarrassed eyes?
Vindicate this omission of not receiving
With an eyeful of ecstasy.
With this verse I vow to thou pleasing blossom
Except me as thy admirer and give blessing
When the blunderer touches thy concourse.

May I beseech in thy kind court;
Keep those thousandfold believer
Treading to dance and shine along thy gaiety;
Greet the faux pas at your vicinity with euphoria
For they will be in heaven.
May the goddess of beauty and vigor shower
Immense fragrance and loving tender.

Dilly-dally
It makes me think where I belong now
Flitting between the one and the another
That one which makes me feel special
And that another which brings out the real me.

I’m blank now.
I can’t think of anything
I wish life freezes here
For I find I belong nowhere
‘Am I doing what I should be doing?’
The answer is only three words-
I don’t know.

If I had known me I would have been there
If I had been me I would not have been here.
‘If’ had been so indifferent yet so invaluable
If and only if I was there I would have been different.
Or I think again ‘if’ I would have been there I would have lost my here.
I’m just flitting between here and there.
Neither I belong here nor do I belong there.
I used to write for myself
But now I’m writing for you
You changed me into me
A mentor, a friend, an admirer
You are what I have longed for.
But you forgive me
For I have made my promises
For I have given hope to someone
For I have no reasons to hate you
May be I like you
But I can’t love you.

LOST AND FOUND
The day I met you I found a good person in you
The day you touched my hands I found vibes in my nerves
The day we started sharing ourselves I found a friend
The day you stared caring for me I found a best friend

The day you eyed me with loving eyes I lost my mind
The day you proposed to me I lost my heart
The day you hugged me I lost a beat in my heart
The day you kissed me I lost sensibility.

The day you showed your heart filled with me only I found my heart in yours
The day you said ‘you are mine’ I found magic of life
The day we cried together I found truth in our love relation

The journey from the day I met you I lost less and found more
I have found you in me my man… my life.

A soldier and his love
Love songs of our love
Lyrics of my mind
All like a spontaneous overflowing
Since love is in my mind.

My love is there so far
Questions come ‘Could I reach him in a while?’
But I can hear him calling
Since love is in my mind.

He is there fighting a life
He is a soldier, yet he is a lover
Since love is in my mind.

He loves me as much as I do
I know him loving me every time in his heart
And I’m as much as him
Since love is in my mind.



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Lionized potential I find in myself,
Capitalizing the whole essence for socialization
Truly it is for the usurper snooze.
Wondering how long will it take to reap?
Sown are the seeds of saplings,
The reaper waiting to sing her song of joys
But it’s the early time of the day,
And dusk is far away.